THIS IS ME BEING ME

I Don't Wanna Fight No More

noreply@blogger.com (sherieseow.blogspot.com) — Tue, 03 Nov 2009 16:23:00 +0000

"I Don't Wanna Fight No More"

I can't sleep,
everything i ever knew,
Is a lie,
without you,

I can't breathe,
when my heart is broke in two,
There's no beat,
without you,

You're not gone,
but you're not here,
At least that's the way it seems tonight,
If we could try to end these wars,
I know that we can make it right,
cause baby,

I don't wanna fight no more,
I forgot what we were fighting for,
and this lonelyness that's in my heart,
won't let me be apart from you,

I don't wanna have to try,
Girl, to live without you in my life,
So, i'm hoping we can start tonight,
cause i don't wanna fight,
no more,

How can I leave,
when everything that I adore,
and everything I'm living for,
Girl, it's in you,

I can't dream,
sleepless nights have got me bad,
The only dream i ever had,
is being with you,

I know that we can make it right,
It's gonna take a little time,
Lets not leave ourselves with no way out,
lets not cross that line,(that line)

I don't wanna fight no more,
I forgot what we were fighting for,
and this lonelyness that's in my heart,
won't let me be apart from you,

I don't wanna have to try,
Girl, to live without you in my life,
So, i'm hoping we can start tonight,
cause i don't wanna fight,
no more,

Remember that i made a vow,
that i would never let you go,
I meant it then, I mean it now,
and i want to tell you so,

I don't wanna fight no more, (oh no)
I forgot what we were fighting for,
and this lonelyness that's in my heart,
won't let me be apart from you,

I don't wanna have to try,
Girl, to live without you in my life,
So, i'm hoping we can start tonight,
(can we start)
cause i don't wanna fight,
no more...

I don't wanna fight no more,
I forgot what we were fighting for, (oh yeah)
and this lonelyness that's in my heart,
(my heart)
won't let me be apart from you,

I don't wanna have to try,
Girl, to live without you in my life,
So, i'm hoping we can start tonight,
(I'm hoping)
cause i don't wanna fight,
no more.......

It's all a lie,
Without you,

without you......

I sincerely dedicate this song to you..
I hope we could make things better between us...

where life leads me to..

noreply@blogger.com (sherieseow.blogspot.com) — Wed, 23 Sep 2009 06:45:00 +0000

hey ya'll, its been a long long time since i updated here.
there are so so many thing that happen. some are explainable and some are not.
During this pass months,
i may did things that hurt the people around me and for that i sincerely ask for your forgiveness.
But during this time,
i met people from diff walk of life and this made me grow and have a mature thinking of what else to expect from the outside world.
its is unpredictable and there is no one you can believe.
they may say 1 thing now and say something else in another minute.
they never mean wat they say and this applies to your love ones telling you that they love you forever, pls dont be so naive and believe it.
they just say it cause that wat their are feeling for the mere moment.
it will change, it always does.
i guess this does not only apply to relationship but also in other stuff.
i promise myself not to trust anyone else but me and me only.
i'm currently very down and trying very hard to put on a fake smile for the people around me, but how long can i continue this.
i have no one to turn to, i only have my poor pillow to endure my tears.
how i wish u were here to lend me a shoulder like u say u would.
i wonder wat have i done to make u hate me so much.
everything i said is the truth n nothing but the truth.
there is no one else beside u, but wat the point now right..
u have already decide. so be it la.
i'll just have to endure the pain. i guess i'll take the tear n u take the smile. :)
i feel so lost, i'm gonna fall anytime soon n gonna hit myself hard.
i just wanna run away, someone pls help me.. i just wanna go some where all alone.. no one else but me..
i guess i'll do it tonight. just drive aimlessly..

good for health.

alright then.
bye

This Is Jus Me

noreply@blogger.com (sherieseow.blogspot.com) — Mon, 13 Jul 2009 01:37:00 +0000

To everyone that is our there speculating whatever there is.. I dont give a damm. Talk all you want about me. Its up to you. Its my life, not your. So dont be busy body ba..
This is what i've chosen, and i'll live with it. If you cannot accept who i am, or rather what i am then dont. I dont care. If you seriosly have a problem, just come talk to me.
It is not right to stalk people life, to talk bout ppls life.
So why not just keep your own life busy without involving my life.
God bless You..

life's a drama

noreply@blogger.com (sherieseow.blogspot.com) — Fri, 10 Jul 2009 02:28:00 +0000

Hey ya'll, so so sorry for the late updates. my life is like a drama, i can create my own version of gossip girl. lolx. that's how 'exciting my life is'. hehe.
Sometimes i do wonder why my life is full of "excitement". its not that i attract it but its just comes naturally. does this means that i'm a trouble maker? I know in my family, i have the most problem. I might be the most problematic child and i get all the blame. but wat my family dont understand is that i have nothing to do with all the drama's in my life. i didnt ask for it, it just somehow comes to me n i have to deal with it. At least i'm bold enough to deal with it rather than running and hide.
What am i to do? I wish my family will let me deal with problems in my life rather than budging in and trying to take control of my problems. Yes, i might be only 19. But sooner or later, they will still have to let me grow, fail, and stnad up again. So y not let me experience it in college life. let me grow stronger as i fall, then i would face the working life better. i know tht wat they are doing now is protecting me from a very dangerous world. but mom, dad. i ask of u to let me go. let me experience life at my own pace and stop controlling everything from happening. you maybe protecting me now from falling, but i'm asking you to let me fall and help me satnd up again instead of holding me all the way and then let me go at a sudden when u can let go. with that i will fall and get hurt even more..
Mom, i love u. and i know i've hurt you alot, betrayed your trusts in me. but i would really love u to und that i need to learn to live in this world. all oof u cont always be protecting me right?
As for now, i'm afriad. I'm afraid of many thing. i basically have no one i can trust except my close friends. mom, you always want me to talk to the family instead of my friends. but whenever i open up to u all or everything i tell you, you will tell me that is wrong, its not right and that i'm naive in thinking. what ever that i wanna do its always wrong, and you would not want me to do it. i feel very controlled. very limited. i'm just asking for more space from you all. i need to learn to grow myself. i know you've given me lots of trusts and i've failed you. i'm asking to trust me again. and let me grow. i need some room of my own. i'm sorry. but i really hope ya'll will und me.
I'm Different. Yes, i maybe too open minded, too naive. but i can handle my own life.
I'm sorry but i need some time off from u all. my family.
For now, i only can trust my friends.
But i only trust myself.
Ya'll can do everything to stop me even if it includes stopping me from my studies. but i'll make my own decision on things.
I have plans for my own life. Its my life not yours.
N just so u know. i kinda like the drama's in my life. Its kinda makes my life interesting and i live my day as it comes.

noreply@blogger.com (sherieseow.blogspot.com) — Mon, 25 May 2009 06:04:00 +0000

Being in a crossroad.

People can get confuse with lots of thing in life. But i think the most complicating one is feelings and emotion. Its natural that a human can have mix emotion at the very moment. It very hard to know which is real and which is just an emotion at that mear moment. There are many ways to handle and control our emotion but many at time we tend to only run away from our true feelings with a lie to make ourself feel better or face it with the truth like an adult.

When you are in a relationship with someone and it tends to go from good to bad, then bad to worst, then it goes into 'deep shit', you often will wonder how other people can stay in a relationship for so long. Some may say its because of same interest, same personality, compromising and etc. etc. There is never a definate answer. There is never a Do's and Don't list in realationship.

How would a person know that his/her partner is 'The One'? There are so many question i have now but yet no one can ever answer it except for myself. How do you know if you truely love that someone and that you would do everthing for him or her. How does it feel knowing that your partner now is definately 'the one' you are looking for? The one that you will see as you wake up in another 30 years down the road?

Everything is good in a relationship if a person is damn sure if that wat he/she is looking for in a husband/wife. But wat if it's not? What is your partner have too many things that you dislike and have have to many thing that you disagree on? Are we suppose to compromise and just ignore our dislikes nad disagreement?

What if the person treats you damn freaking well but there are thing that you dont like bout him/ her? Do you continue hoping that he/ she will change or do you just ignore your feelings or do you compromise or do you just leave him/or and hope for a better 1 in future?

Feelings and emotions are way to confusing. Some times i just feel like escaping from the real world in life in my dream where is all sweet and nice, like in the fairy tales where they have happily ever after.

Most of the time you really feel lik just running away from that confusing state of life and alspo relationship and concentrade on other stuff, but yet you dont want to leave your partner hanging without and answer. Its so hard.

noreply@blogger.com (sherieseow.blogspot.com) — Wed, 06 May 2009 12:30:00 +0000

You can fool others but you can't fool me.

Its all just an act of yours. Every action have its consequences.

I wont just let it be.

Wonder Why do you still come back.

Your heart is no longer here anyway.

You should just stay there.

I don't need you anymore.

And

i don't want you to hurt anyone else.

So Pls..

Do something to save this family before its too late.

How could you be so HEARTLESS?

noreply@blogger.com (sherieseow.blogspot.com) — Tue, 05 May 2009 14:18:00 +0000

Should i or should i not?

All these while i'm a tee shirt, jeans, converse kind of gal. I want something more mature but yet casual. Something simple but nice. Quite hard to explain so just let me show you la k?

These are simple and nice. Long story short, i just want to look more mature yet simple la. I'm kinda like those converse/ Gap look but yet i also wanna mix it with simple, nice and mature kind of dressing. If you have any great ideas, pls do tell me k?

I just wanna know where to start and where to get affordable and good things that i can always mix and match. :)

See ya.

noreply@blogger.com (sherieseow.blogspot.com) — Tue, 07 Apr 2009 08:21:00 +0000

We are so different. So wats d point fighting for something that is hard to change? i know you love me but i cant go on any more. all we do is just argue and its always about the same things. I've tried changing for you for 1 n 1/2 years. i dont think i can carry on any more. i wanna meet people, regardless whether you know or not. i dont wanna be tied down. but you cant trust me enough to give me tat.

i'm done.

;( some advise pls?

noreply@blogger.com (sherieseow.blogspot.com) — Wed, 01 Apr 2009 05:18:00 +0000

Hey there,

I need ya'll punya opinion.. to work or not to work?

I recently applied and interview for New Zealand Natural Ice Cream as a crew. They only pay rm 4 per hour and lots of hard work. Compare to my previous work place which have nothing much to do and it pretty free and i get rm 5 per hour.

Its not so much about the pay i'm contemplating about here. Its more to the working hours and etc. If i'm hired i'll start next week. The problem is i dont wanna be tied down. And i'm also very much afraid that after i start working, i dont have time to focus on my assignments (as it is now also rush like hell) and also dont have much time to spend with my family and friends.

But if i dont work, my mommy will have to continue teaching tuition. I can see that she is very tired. I wanna work to lessen her burden.

How Ppl?

I'm also worried that once i start then i cant take leave when i have my holidays. I really, desperately wanna go on a holiday during my breaks. I'm afraid that i cant do so if i start working. Further more, mommy is going to Aus for holiday end of tis month. I have to go back n jaga Jer and also take mommy's place to teach her tuition kid.

How How How?? Pls help me..

Should i call NZN Ice Cream and tell them dont have to consider my application??

Once i start work i dont think i'll go back Sg. Long and visit my dearest mommy and 'Family' dy.

;(

Oh My, Oh My..

I'm act tearing in college..

SShhhh... :@

I miss mommy and 'family'. I want a break from college.

Sob Sob. :(

;(

,,,,,

,,,,

all my tears

'missing home' & 'family'

lotsa love,
sherie. :(

the weekend...

noreply@blogger.com (sherieseow.blogspot.com) — Mon, 16 Mar 2009 13:05:00 +0000

hi people,

So So So sorry bout not layan-ing my blog.

Been quite busy n also nothing much interesting tat happened.

Anyway, i just got back from Sungai Long Youth Camp. Although there were ups and also DOWNS but we srely had a blast especially with the family/ fasi ad the youth which are great sport. Their were really sporting and creative and ... totally not wat we expected. the first few time we met up with the youths, they were kinda slow and quiet and ...but Now... they are different..

Tat proof tat we did a great job..

Claps to the comittee... Freddie Wee (who is our tai ko) haha.., Amanda Quah ( with her famous laughs ), Flora Oh (who was a lil emo) , Rina Ng (who is PIST with the adult in the world), Kim (the suprisingly quiet 1) and me.. hehe..

I'm sorry i have to continue tis post some other time cause me have to go back to reality.. COLLEGE... damn..

See you guys around

XOXO

tis goes out to u. i'm suppose to love u.

noreply@blogger.com (sherieseow.blogspot.com) — Sat, 24 Jan 2009 10:56:00 +0000

i loved u for 19 years of my life but in return i get disappointment.

It happen 2 years ago, with all d love n trust i had for u i ignored wat i saw n felt.

As time passed us by, as much as i tried ignoring it.

It became WORST.

Usually when a 17 year old gal thinks tat d man tat she had trusted all through her life is doing something suspicious, she will talk to someone close but yet i kept my mouth shut till now.

Dearest "...",

i jus need explainations of wat u are doing to tis loving family tat i was born in.. dont u think its a lil selfish considering tat jeremy is only 8?? wat bout d one u vowed to love till death do u part?? i jus need explanation.

There are many of your decisions tat i dont agree on but yet we as your family still stick by u went things come tumbling down.

i dont ask much from u.

i basically live my life without u.

u never show your love n your support.(even my friends compliment me more than u)

u dont pay for anything in my life.

u dont give me allowance.

u dont pay for my tuition.

and everytime i see u, u are either screaming at mom or me or everyone else.

who are we to u?

dont u see me anymore?

m i invisible?

there are many thing i want in my life but yet i set it aside to lessen mom's burden.

i know tat i have a younger brother to think of n i cant be so selfish. but u as a parent wat have u dont? yes. u did sacrifise your own life to bring us in tis world, but your job as a parent is not done yet. u have to be responsible n stuff.

DAD, we need u in our lifes. U cant just walk out whenever u please.

i know u dont read my blog but in case u did. i jus want things to be better.

As much as i hate u, but deep down inside i'll still love u.

so do pls live up to your title. DAD.

ps: i really do hope tat u'll be here with the family for reunion dinner.

~hurt deeply~

your daughter.

just thinking...

noreply@blogger.com (sherieseow.blogspot.com) — Wed, 14 Jan 2009 03:11:00 +0000

sometimes we think about the past and wonder y isit lik tat??

we wish to go back n turn things around. because all we can remember is the good time but yet we know tat something went wrong and tat is y we are lik tat now..

well, i guess tat's life.. hmm..

First week of classes..

noreply@blogger.com (sherieseow.blogspot.com) — Wed, 07 Jan 2009 02:56:00 +0000

hey'll, howdie??

i just started class tis week and stilln trying to get used to d time table. i have full classes and monday which is from 9 - 6pm.. n damn its tiring..oh n i even have class on sat..how sad is tat.. haha.. but yet i'm still quite looking forward to it. Cant wait till i learn more interesting stuff.. so ya..

oh ya.. to day will go back n take my sem 2 results, hopefully is above CGPA 3.5 or else i have to pay for tis sem.. basically nothing much la..

i'm still thinking whether to ove to d apartment tat are newly build in front of SEGi Uni College or not..its much easier for me when i have to do my asignments in d studio esp for studio n lighting photography.. unless i make my own studio which is kinda impossible..

so i guess tat's bout it la.. will blogs more d next time..

oh. btw.. yest i got a call from allison asking me whether i wanna be a face model for her friend on d 15th or not.. i guess its an experience so i jus said ok.. haha.. will be meeting allison and her friend on friday..
so toodless..

XOXO

~sherie~

bye bye kajang.. hearts hearts

noreply@blogger.com (sherieseow.blogspot.com) — Sat, 03 Jan 2009 07:59:00 +0000

Dearest friends and 'family',

i'll be leaving tonight back to pj for my studies again

so ya'll take care and have fun

ill see ya'll when i get back..

dom, elena, alex, flora, fred and reuben. dont forget to call me ya when u go clubbing again.

hahaha

take care ya'll..

hug hugs...

XOXO

~sherie~

Life..

noreply@blogger.com (sherieseow.blogspot.com) — Wed, 17 Dec 2008 08:43:00 +0000

Before i start tis post, i just wanna say tat i'm not being emo. just wanna let things out.

life. what's life without out friends and families? what's life without dramas? what's life without gossip, misunderstandings, argue, and etc.?? But doesnt all these just complicate things? All we always want is just a simple life without any confusion and anger and most of all losing our dearest friends and families...

something happen recently.. i sometimes wonder wat i ever did wrongly or whether or i should just shut my big mouth and mind my own business. My intension was very simple. i'm just concern. But it ended up making things worst and i dont know wats going on now. Sometimes, i really wish to have life tat is peaceful, just me and my closest friends and family. (like life by the countrysides in the movies) Then maybe we'll just have a peaceful life.

At this Era, every organisations, every group, every families, every group of friends have politics.. or more of misunderstanding and conflicts. But no one, i mean NO ONE have the courage to stand up and actually make things right. We are afraid, always afraid of something bad will happen or afraid of losing things lik our future, our friends, our families.

But when we run away from our problems or rather hide our problems, soon it will become more and more complicating and when its finally revealed. Not only it will hurt us deeply but it will our bring us down mentally.. By then, it is too late for us to make things right again. Not only it hurt us. It also make things difficult. it complicated things. it is stressful. most of all. its makes 2 ppl harder to work together.

Before ending tis post, i really hope that all of us can work things out like Friend and also Family with a oopen heart and a open mind. hopefully tis is a phrase through our friendship and also our family. To me i sure do not want tis to linger in our heads that will hurt us all..

So, to my family. Mom , Dad, Cyn, Nick and dearest Jer. I really hope tat we will stay strong as a family to go through is rough phrase.

To my other 'family'. Manda, Fred and Flo. We are mature enough to accept the facts and handle problems lik adults. Hopefully things will be ok soon.

I love you all much... Hugss..

*Here to wish the Lim family a save trip to Rome and Finland.*

*To our departed Fr. Leo, may he rest in peace. *

~lastly, let us enjoy tis season of joy, with happiness and laughters~

~sherieseow~

hugs & kisses to all.

my busy days..

noreply@blogger.com (sherieseow.blogspot.com) — Wed, 17 Dec 2008 08:26:00 +0000

hey ya'll.. its been quite sometime since i've blog..

i've been busying with work then christmas stuff..

so ya.. today is d 1 day i have half day of rest.

lately i've been running up and down, in and out of the house cause have ho attend to a few things.

let's see..

6th Dec 2008

woke up early to attend my dearest reuben's convocation which is quite tiring cause i left my house around 7am. then after tat i have to go back to my work place to teach a kid at 3.30 or around 4pm. then after class met up wit ma lovely 'family' at ikano to have dinner and also some shopping. so tat day we got everyone's present in ikea. after spending around 400 and also lotsa laughing, we left for mark's place to suprise Celine Lim for her birthday. all in all it was a very very tiring day.

7th Dec 2008

on tis day, nothing much happen act. i can only remember tat night i took pic for d choir and also took a few pic wit my 'family'.haha..

8th Dec 2008

we went mark's house to play volleyball then went old town wit fred n manda then headed to d chin;s place for dance prac. sandy, fred, flora, manda and i was practicing first then later joined by elena and andrea. tat night manda and i stayed over and we talk n talk til 5am.

then i can't remember anything..

hahah...

Second 'so--called' Interesting Semester..

noreply@blogger.com (sherieseow.blogspot.com) — Tue, 28 Oct 2008 17:44:00 +0000

Well, its 2 in d morning now.

have to leave house n get to class early.

As it is just finish last piece of drawing tat needs to b done.

So, here it goes.

it all started with drawing with italic pens.

Then, through our imagination we have to colour it.

i still kinda 'jakon' with colour markers so it look cacat-fiED.

Then, lecturer gave us pic of fish n lobsters n crabby.

(which made us all hungry)

*especally me*

Then, we are ask to draw 15 pieces of drawing.

- 5 with outlines.

*1st pic*

*2nd pic*

*3rd*

*4th*

*5th*

-5 without outlines.

*1st*

*2nd*

*3rd*

*4th*

*5th*

and

-5 figure drawing.

*rachel bilson*

*blake lively*

*chad micheal murray*

*'something' leighton*

*guess kids modal*

of course, we did much more then tat cause of lecturers rejection..

*sob sob*

So ya.. i guess tat's it la.. do leave some comment bout d drawing la..

kinda havin mood swing dy.. so not gonna say much..

good night/ morning ppl.

*toodles*

~sherie~

the 3 things..

noreply@blogger.com (sherieseow.blogspot.com) — Fri, 24 Oct 2008 03:11:00 +0000

Should have done tis a long time ago..

but didnt have time to online..

so here it is la..

tag by flora n others..

* three names you go by :

1. sherie

2. sher
3. seow!!

* three screen names you have had :

1. sherie
2. sherossa
3. sherieseow

* three physical things you like about yourself :

1. my height
2. my size
3. my hands

* three physical things you don't like about yourself :

1. need to exercise to maintain my weight=/
2. my messy hair.
3. my shoe size.. (i cant try shoe off the rack.)

* three parts of your heritage :

1. chinese
2. erm.. hakka chinese..
3.n chinese...??

* three things that scare you :

1. Losing my family and friends
2. Dying
3. Creepy crawlies

* three of your everyday essentials :

1. PHONE!!!!
2. thing to keep me busy..
3. my mommy...

* three things you are wearing now :

1. pyjamas
2. ..
3. ..

* three of your favourite bands or musical acts :

1. secondhand serenade
2. goo goo dolls

3. simple plan

* three of your favourite songs (right now) :

1. name
2. crush
3. love bug

* three things you want in a relationship :

1. LOVE!!!!
2. Honesty
3. Understanding

* three physical things about the opposite sex that appeals to you :

1. characteristic

2. d guys priorities.

3. will i be treated well..

* three of your hobbies :

1. ANything related to music (listening,singing)
2. Drawing
3. going out.

* three things you wanna do really badly right now :

1. eat
2. Sleep
3. watch tv

* three careers you're considering/considered before :

1. graphic designer/ some maneger post.
2. teacher
3. Cabin Crew/Airstewardess

* three places you want to go on vacation :

1. mauritius
2. perhentian
3. rome

* three things you want to do before you die :

1. travelled to places tat i waned to

2. make sure family and friends are well taken care of

3. make sure my friends and family knows i love them

* five people that you would like to see take this quiz now :

1.whoever la..

2. ..

3. ..

4. ..

5. ..

Deep In Thoughts..

noreply@blogger.com (sherieseow.blogspot.com) — Fri, 17 Oct 2008 14:23:00 +0000

I feel sad..

Sometimes i feel really lost..

Especially when i'm stress up with assignments n low on cash.

I mean i cant jus go open my mouth n ask from my parents cause they also have their needs n also stuff to be paid off.

eg: car, house, bills, insuranc n etc etc.

But at the same time i need money to live and i need money to eat n travel n also for assignments n also for my damn insurance.

But as a student, how can i juggle between assignments, work, classes, service hour *(thanks to damn scholarship) and also club activities??

God, i want things to be better... i cant stand living lik tis any longer..

i know ppl have life tat is worst than me and tat i may seem lik a spoiled brat blogging bout tis now. but i just wanna see a little light.. it is very very tough for me fo i have no one to tell cause they wont understand how i feel..

I dont wana ask for much la..

I just wan to get my license tat my parents had promise me since last year and i jus wan a car la.. a simple car so tat i dont have to depend on ppl.. it doesnt feel nice always asking ppl for transport especially when i say out of place.. wit a license n a car i too dont have to rely on stupid buses. so tat i will have more time to finish my assignment and also could go get a better job with a better pay..

i know i can live without all tis things la..

but it is very hard to not think of it when ppl aroud me get their cars and license straight out of school.. and even better they dont have to work their ass off but yet they still get cash..

gosh... y??

y do i have to work for everything??

y is everything so hard now???

y cant i jus live my life lik a normal student??

i dont mind not having a car.. but i jus dont wanna work.. it is very tiring to work n study at d same time..

mom dad, i'm sorry.. but i really wanna tell u tat it really hurt when u wan me to stay in damansara to work during my holidays.. y isit always bout working??

cant i jus have my holidays lik everyone else??

everytime u all ask me bout my pay i get very up set..

cause everytime i come back is cause i miss being wit the family n friends here..

but yet u always ask me y m i not working..

goshhh..

cant u understand tat i'm tired of working, n travelling and assignments n being alone at sis's place???

i just wanna be at home spent sometime wit u all an also spend some time in my room where i have my own space??

y isit tat everything tat i do dont seems to be enough for u??

it really hurt me all these while u know... i try my best to live on my own n not depend on u guys so much cause i know tat u have your problems too..

but y wat i did isnt enough??

last semester, i juggle 6 subjects tons of assignments, work, service hours, club activities n still score..

but not even a word of good job for 1 of u... :(

my course i dont have any exams, mostly are based on assignments which means i have to do my very best on every single piece.. n it takes time..

haiz.. i really dont know what to do any more..

i really want thing to be better la.. even jus a lil..

jus need a lil hope tat's all..

To ppl who read tis.. i'm sorry for the emoness..

~sherie~ *teary eye* ;(

THIS IS ME BEING ME

I Don't Wanna Fight No More

where life leads me to..

This Is Jus Me

life's a drama

;( some advise pls?

the weekend...

tis goes out to u. i'm suppose to love u.

just thinking...

First week of classes..

bye bye kajang.. *hearts hearts*

Life..

my busy days..

Second 'so--called' Interesting Semester..

the 3 things..

Deep In Thoughts..

bye bye kajang.. hearts hearts