Being in a crossroad.

People can get confuse with lots of thing in life. But i think the most complicating one is feelings and emotion. Its natural that a human can have mix emotion at the very moment. It very hard to know which is real and which is just an emotion at that mear moment. There are many ways to handle and control our emotion but many at time we tend to only run away from our true feelings with a lie to make ourself feel better or face it with the truth like an adult.

When you are in a relationship with someone and it tends to go from good to bad, then bad to worst, then it goes into 'deep shit', you often will wonder how other people can stay in a relationship for so long. Some may say its because of same interest, same personality, compromising and etc. etc. There is never a definate answer. There is never a Do's and Don't list in realationship.

How would a person know that his/her partner is 'The One'? There are so many question i have now but yet no one can ever answer it except for myself. How do you know if you truely love that someone and that you would do everthing for him or her. How does it feel knowing that your partner now is definately 'the one' you are looking for? The one that you will see as you wake up in another 30 years down the road?

Everything is good in a relationship if a person is damn sure if that wat he/she is looking for in a husband/wife. But wat if it's not? What is your partner have too many things that you dislike and have have to many thing that you disagree on? Are we suppose to compromise and just ignore our dislikes nad disagreement?

What if the person treats you damn freaking well but there are thing that you dont like bout him/ her? Do you continue hoping that he/ she will change or do you just ignore your feelings or do you compromise or do you just leave him/or and hope for a better 1 in future?

Feelings and emotions are way to confusing. Some times i just feel like escaping from the real world in life in my dream where is all sweet and nice, like in the fairy tales where they have happily ever after.

Most of the time you really feel lik just running away from that confusing state of life and alspo relationship and concentrade on other stuff, but yet you dont want to leave your partner hanging without and answer. Its so hard.

You can fool others but you can't fool me.

Its all just an act of yours. Every action have its consequences.

I wont just let it be.

Wonder Why do you still come back.

Your heart is no longer here anyway.

You should just stay there.

I don't need you anymore.

And

i don't want you to hurt anyone else.

So Pls..

Do something to save this family before its too late.

How could you be so HEARTLESS?

Should i or should i not?

All these while i'm a tee shirt, jeans, converse kind of gal. I want something more mature but yet casual. Something simple but nice. Quite hard to explain so just let me show you la k?

These are simple and nice. Long story short, i just want to look more mature yet simple la. I'm kinda like those converse/ Gap look but yet i also wanna mix it with simple, nice and mature kind of dressing. If you have any great ideas, pls do tell me k?

I just wanna know where to start and where to get affordable and good things that i can always mix and match. :)

See ya.