tis goes out to u. i'm suppose to love u.

i loved u for 19 years of my life but in return i get disappointment.

It happen 2 years ago, with all d love n trust i had for u i ignored wat i saw n felt.

As time passed us by, as much as i tried ignoring it.

It became WORST.

Usually when a 17 year old gal thinks tat d man tat she had trusted all through her life is doing something suspicious, she will talk to someone close but yet i kept my mouth shut till now.

Dearest "...",

i jus need explainations of wat u are doing to tis loving family tat i was born in.. dont u think its a lil selfish considering tat jeremy is only 8?? wat bout d one u vowed to love till death do u part?? i jus need explanation.

There are many of your decisions tat i dont agree on but yet we as your family still stick by u went things come tumbling down.

i dont ask much from u.

i basically live my life without u.

u never show your love n your support.(even my friends compliment me more than u)

u dont pay for anything in my life.

u dont give me allowance.

u dont pay for my tuition.

and everytime i see u, u are either screaming at mom or me or everyone else.

who are we to u?

dont u see me anymore?

m i invisible?

there are many thing i want in my life but yet i set it aside to lessen mom's burden.

i know tat i have a younger brother to think of n i cant be so selfish. but u as a parent wat have u dont? yes. u did sacrifise your own life to bring us in tis world, but your job as a parent is not done yet. u have to be responsible n stuff.

DAD, we need u in our lifes. U cant just walk out whenever u please.

i know u dont read my blog but in case u did. i jus want things to be better.

As much as i hate u, but deep down inside i'll still love u.

so do pls live up to your title. DAD.

ps: i really do hope tat u'll be here with the family for reunion dinner.

~hurt deeply~

your daughter.

just thinking...

sometimes we think about the past and wonder y isit lik tat??

we wish to go back n turn things around. because all we can remember is the good time but yet we know tat something went wrong and tat is y we are lik tat now..

well, i guess tat's life.. hmm..

First week of classes..

hey'll, howdie??

i just started class tis week and stilln trying to get used to d time table. i have full classes and monday which is from 9 - 6pm.. n damn its tiring..oh n i even have class on sat..how sad is tat.. haha.. but yet i'm still quite looking forward to it. Cant wait till i learn more interesting stuff.. so ya..

oh ya.. to day will go back n take my sem 2 results, hopefully is above CGPA 3.5 or else i have to pay for tis sem.. basically nothing much la..

i'm still thinking whether to ove to d apartment tat are newly build in front of SEGi Uni College or not..its much easier for me when i have to do my asignments in d studio esp for studio n lighting photography.. unless i make my own studio which is kinda impossible..

so i guess tat's bout it la.. will blogs more d next time..

oh. btw.. yest i got a call from allison asking me whether i wanna be a face model for her friend on d 15th or not.. i guess its an experience so i jus said ok.. haha.. will be meeting allison and her friend on friday..
so toodless..

XOXO

~sherie~

bye bye kajang.. *hearts hearts*

Dearest friends and 'family',

i'll be leaving tonight back to pj for my studies again

so ya'll take care and have fun

ill see ya'll when i get back..

dom, elena, alex, flora, fred and reuben. dont forget to call me ya when u go clubbing again.

hahaha

take care ya'll..

hug hugs...

XOXO

~sherie~