Second 'so--called' Interesting Semester..

Well, its 2 in d morning now.

have to leave house n get to class early.

As it is just finish last piece of drawing tat needs to b done.

So, here it goes.

it all started with drawing with italic pens.

Then, through our imagination we have to colour it.

i still kinda 'jakon' with colour markers so it look cacat-fiED.

Then, lecturer gave us pic of fish n lobsters n crabby.

(which made us all hungry)

*especally me*

Then, we are ask to draw 15 pieces of drawing.

- 5 with outlines.

*1st pic*


*2nd pic*

*3rd*

*4th*


*5th*

-5 without outlines.

*1st*

*2nd*

*3rd*

*4th*


*5th*

and

-5 figure drawing.

*rachel bilson*

*blake lively*

*chad micheal murray*

*'something' leighton*

*guess kids modal*

of course, we did much more then tat cause of lecturers rejection..

*sob sob*

So ya.. i guess tat's it la.. do leave some comment bout d drawing la..

kinda havin mood swing dy.. so not gonna say much..

good night/ morning ppl.

*toodles*

~sherie~

the 3 things..

Should have done tis a long time ago..

but didnt have time to online..

so here it is la..

tag by flora n others..

* three names you go by :

1. sherie

2. sher
3. seow!!

* three screen names you have had :

1. sherie
2. sherossa
3. sherieseow

* three physical things you like about yourself :

1. my height
2. my size
3. my hands

* three physical things you don't like about yourself :

1. need to exercise to maintain my weight=/
2. my messy hair.
3. my shoe size.. (i cant try shoe off the rack.)

* three parts of your heritage :

1. chinese
2. erm.. hakka chinese..
3.n chinese...??

* three things that scare you :

1. Losing my family and friends
2. Dying
3. Creepy crawlies

* three of your everyday essentials :

1. PHONE!!!!
2. thing to keep me busy..
3. my mommy...

* three things you are wearing now :

1. pyjamas
2. ..
3. ..

* three of your favourite bands or musical acts :

1. secondhand serenade
2. goo goo dolls

3. simple plan

* three of your favourite songs (right now) :

1. name
2. crush
3. love bug

* three things you want in a relationship :

1. LOVE!!!!
2. Honesty
3. Understanding

* three physical things about the opposite sex that appeals to you :

1. characteristic

2. d guys priorities.

3. will i be treated well..

* three of your hobbies :

1. ANything related to music (listening,singing)
2. Drawing
3. going out.

* three things you wanna do really badly right now :

1. eat
2. Sleep
3. watch tv

* three careers you're considering/considered before :

1. graphic designer/ some maneger post.
2. teacher
3. Cabin Crew/Airstewardess

* three places you want to go on vacation :

1. mauritius
2. perhentian
3. rome

* three things you want to do before you die :

1. travelled to places tat i waned to

2. make sure family and friends are well taken care of

3. make sure my friends and family knows i love them

* five people that you would like to see take this quiz now :

1.whoever la..

2. ..

3. ..

4. ..

5. ..

Deep In Thoughts..

I feel sad..

Sometimes i feel really lost..

Especially when i'm stress up with assignments n low on cash.

I mean i cant jus go open my mouth n ask from my parents cause they also have their needs n also stuff to be paid off.

eg: car, house, bills, insuranc n etc etc.

But at the same time i need money to live and i need money to eat n travel n also for assignments n also for my damn insurance.

But as a student, how can i juggle between assignments, work, classes, service hour *(thanks to damn scholarship) and also club activities??

God, i want things to be better... i cant stand living lik tis any longer..

i know ppl have life tat is worst than me and tat i may seem lik a spoiled brat blogging bout tis now. but i just wanna see a little light.. it is very very tough for me fo i have no one to tell cause they wont understand how i feel..

I dont wana ask for much la..

I just wan to get my license tat my parents had promise me since last year and i jus wan a car la.. a simple car so tat i dont have to depend on ppl.. it doesnt feel nice always asking ppl for transport especially when i say out of place.. wit a license n a car i too dont have to rely on stupid buses. so tat i will have more time to finish my assignment and also could go get a better job with a better pay..

i know i can live without all tis things la..

but it is very hard to not think of it when ppl aroud me get their cars and license straight out of school.. and even better they dont have to work their ass off but yet they still get cash..

gosh... y??

y do i have to work for everything??

y is everything so hard now???

y cant i jus live my life lik a normal student??

i dont mind not having a car.. but i jus dont wanna work.. it is very tiring to work n study at d same time..

mom dad, i'm sorry.. but i really wanna tell u tat it really hurt when u wan me to stay in damansara to work during my holidays.. y isit always bout working??

cant i jus have my holidays lik everyone else??

everytime u all ask me bout my pay i get very up set..

cause everytime i come back is cause i miss being wit the family n friends here..

but yet u always ask me y m i not working..

goshhh..

cant u understand tat i'm tired of working, n travelling and assignments n being alone at sis's place???

i just wanna be at home spent sometime wit u all an also spend some time in my room where i have my own space??

y isit tat everything tat i do dont seems to be enough for u??

it really hurt me all these while u know... i try my best to live on my own n not depend on u guys so much cause i know tat u have your problems too..

but y wat i did isnt enough??

last semester, i juggle 6 subjects tons of assignments, work, service hours, club activities n still score..

but not even a word of good job for 1 of u... :(

my course i dont have any exams, mostly are based on assignments which means i have to do my very best on every single piece.. n it takes time..

haiz.. i really dont know what to do any more..

i really want thing to be better la.. even jus a lil..

jus need a lil hope tat's all..

To ppl who read tis.. i'm sorry for the emoness..

~sherie~ *teary eye* ;(